Even the characters of this reality is not enough to express what it is that I feel in my Soul and Heart for Meng... Meng's love is like a drug to me. It is by far my greatest addiction; it gives me Purpose; it gives me Life... No rehabilitation in this reality can relieve me … Continue reading My Obsession

"If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probably explanation is that I was made for another world." - C. S. Lewis I am a gypsy soul in human form who has much interest in all living organisms, especially humanity. I am one of those who … Continue reading Continuing Journey

Finding balance between this reality and home is quite the experience juggling the day to day routines, spending time with loved ones, exploring and facing adversity even in life after loss. Change doesn't stop where life ends. Just because one branch falls doesn't mean the entire tree dies. "The only constant is change". "When they … Continue reading Life After Loss

Grief is a personal journey, a path walked alone with endurance to persevere from darkness to light, then light to darkness... Grief is not linear, rather it's wavy with acute agony that pierces straight through the soul. Time is illusory and does not heal. There are no shortcuts or detours on this path. The only way … Continue reading I Got It Easy

"I live each day wondering how I will get through it and then I remember that you would want me to." - Anonymous Forever Missed... Forever Loved... " I closed my eyes with silence and spoke to you in infinite ways..."  My Dearest Meng Thoj, Bittersweet is the picture below of our son and brother... The … Continue reading Utter Silence

"It's an extraordinary thing to meet someone who you can bare your soul to, and who'll accept you for what you are. I've been waiting for what seems like a very long time to get beyond what I am. And with Meng, I feel like I can finally begin." - Breaking Dawn I "No measure … Continue reading Mr. & Mrs. Meng Thoj

Simple things are often viewed more complex in life after loss…                                                                Share your experience or comments here. After the storm, I woke up to discover … Continue reading Gratitude

                                                Name: Connie Chan (Mrs. Meng Thoj)                                                 Birth … Continue reading About The Author